Life starts today.

I hate my character flaws, but one major one that pretty much affects my life and those around me on a duly basis is ease with which I become angry or frustrated. The next step in line is usually to try as hard as possible to make them feel just as I feel, hurt/angry. For this, I am truly sorry to those who I have acted this way towards. Recently, though, I have become quite proficient at not taking it out on other people and holding it back as not to cause hurt for others. Nonetheless, my question is this: what the hell am I supposed to do with all of these angry feelings and this hurt that I feel inside? Most of it is a nostalgic hurt that remains from when I was younger and was the brunt of someone elses anger that they received the same way. Im going to try the best I can to turn those feelings to dust and get rid of them so that I might not pass them on to the ones that I love because I care more about them than I do about myself even if mt children aren’t born I already know this about the people that I love as of recent. Break the circle of anger. Deal with it, don’t pass it on.